I'm finding it hard to believe that a year ago today I was traveling up north with my parents, hoping to arrive in time so my mom could be there for the birth of my nephew. I'm finding it hard to believe that last year at this time, I walked down the road from the hotel with my big sister as her contractions came closer and closer together. I am finding it hard to believe that it was a year ago today when I hugged my sister, told her I loved her, and left her at the hospital to deliver her son. I am finding it hard to believe that it has been a year since I was woken in the wee hours of the morning by the call telling me I had a nephew. I am finding it hard to believe that it was a year ago when I fell in love with that little man.