Tonight I’m sitting here, just wondering…
I’m wondering if I will ever again see a time in my life where I can wear a top or a pair of pants more than once before laundering it because it’s covered in child residue.
I’m wondering if it’s possible to hear Evalyn put the word “honey” or “sweetie” at the end of a sentence without dying of the cute?
I’m wondering if my feet (and other things that are no longer in my range of sight because of this giant basketball) still exist.
I’m wondering if I’ll survive the next three weeks that are so packed full of work and other busy stuff.
I’m wondering if I’ll spend all of May and June being bored out of my mind because I’ll be all! done! working! (unlikely)
I’m wondering when this crazy “Mama only” phase will end and my spunky, happy child will return without me having to worry about her flipping out when I walk out of her sight.
I’m wondering why I spent Easter weekend eating as though I am eating for 200 instead of eating for 2.
I’m wondering why I’m even bothering to write this post because it’s kind of stupid.
I’m wondering if I’ll ever sleep again.
I’m wondering who this little one inside me will be.
That’s what’s going on inside my crazy brain. What about you?